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  <title>C0113c7iv3</title>
  <subtitle>(just an attempt a being cool)</subtitle>
  <author>
    <name>Fuck You I win</name>
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  <updated>2008-03-08T01:58:02Z</updated>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:mybetrayal:177966</id>
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    <title>Im FREE Bitches!</title>
    <published>2008-03-08T01:57:37Z</published>
    <updated>2008-03-08T01:58:02Z</updated>
    <content type="html">The man has seen there err of his ways and the case was dismissed yesterday morning, I WILL BE CELEBRATING TONIGHT ALL AROUND TOWN HOLLA AT CHA BOY!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;281-788-0790 txt me call me buy me a drink!</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:mybetrayal:177642</id>
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    <title>Extended Stay</title>
    <published>2007-12-11T21:14:46Z</published>
    <updated>2007-12-11T22:30:29Z</updated>
    <content type="html">first off fuck you &lt;span class='ljuser' lj:user='ritchyrich' style='white-space: nowrap;'&gt;&lt;a href='http://ritchyrich.livejournal.com/profile'&gt;&lt;img src='http://p-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif' alt='[info]' width='17' height='17' style='vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href='http://ritchyrich.livejournal.com/'&gt;&lt;b&gt;ritchyrich&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Soo court went quickly this morning.... my ankle bracelet is still on and another NTRL court appearance has been set for January 17th. My attorney tells me the Prosecutor wants this to go away just like we do, she thinks the charges are dumb and just plain wrong being that maddie was my GF and the parents condoned our relationship. I just want to know when it will all go away. Maddie will be 18 march 13th i hope to never see her again her and her family have just hung me out to dry. this is retarded and a waste of time. Its obviously just money at this point.</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:mybetrayal:176348</id>
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    <title>LAST minute Party SATURDAY NIGHT!</title>
    <published>2007-11-01T14:37:27Z</published>
    <updated>2007-11-01T14:37:44Z</updated>
    <content type="html">LAST MINUTE PARTY MY HOUSE SATURDAY AT DARK!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;BYOB anything goes!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;7018 Dogwood, Manvel TX 77578&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;281-788-0790 for directions, oh i may be in drag......SWEEET! a dead drag queen...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I'm not merely a transvestite, sweetheart. I'm also a drag queen.&lt;br /&gt;It's a simple equation.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;A drag queen puts on a frock, looks like Kylie.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;A transvestite puts on a frock, looks like...Boris Yeltsin in lipstick.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;There, I said it."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;~Lola (kiny Boots)</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:mybetrayal:175640</id>
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    <title>BIRTHDAY PARTY TONIGHT!!!</title>
    <published>2007-08-18T14:52:03Z</published>
    <updated>2007-08-18T14:52:21Z</updated>
    <content type="html">I god of fire, servant of man, have been sent to love and party, and among other things live thru fiercity and fire. Being somewhat fulfilled with flesh, i now require party... that party is at my place today at 8... all my faithful and discreet shall descend upon 7018 dogwood zip code 77578 and party with me, drink to Moloch and pass through the fire of existence with me. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;281-788-0790 for directions &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;this is a no drama party... you got beef grill it somewhere else. I have enough to worry about, and i have an attorney for that.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a name="cutid1"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;center&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v35/Mybetrayal/181966009861.jpg" alt="Photobucket - Video and Image Hosting"&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v35/Mybetrayal/181966003973.jpg" alt="Photobucket - Video and Image Hosting"&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v35/Mybetrayal/181965997573.jpg" alt="Photobucket - Video and Image Hosting"&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v35/Mybetrayal/181965980421.jpg" alt="Photobucket - Video and Image Hosting"&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v35/Mybetrayal/181965964165.jpg" alt="Photobucket - Video and Image Hosting"&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v35/Mybetrayal/181965955717.jpg" alt="Photobucket - Video and Image Hosting"&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v35/Mybetrayal/181965946117.jpg" alt="Photobucket - Video and Image Hosting"&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v35/Mybetrayal/181965936133.jpg" alt="Photobucket - Video and Image Hosting"&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v35/Mybetrayal/181965928581.jpg" alt="Photobucket - Video and Image Hosting"&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v35/Mybetrayal/181965989893.jpg" alt="Photobucket - Video and Image Hosting"&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v35/Mybetrayal/181965972741.jpg" alt="Photobucket - Video and Image Hosting"&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/center&gt;</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:mybetrayal:175534</id>
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    <title>Monkey...</title>
    <published>2007-08-16T18:48:53Z</published>
    <updated>2007-08-16T18:49:07Z</updated>
    <content type="html">So today is my birthday, i know duh. BUT!!!! last year on today i wasnt allowed to see my daughter at all, the evil ones saw to that. SO tonight i am cooking a pizza and her and i are going to run around acting like zombies and dance to David Bowie then we are going to prolly just crash on the couch watching some crazy asian kids movie.... Any who shes going to Tennessee with grandma to see family that shes never met (again Becasue of the evil ones) and i will be sans monkey for a week....&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I love my monkey, and you should too!</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:mybetrayal:175209</id>
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    <title>on this day 33 years ago</title>
    <published>2007-08-16T14:04:27Z</published>
    <updated>2007-08-16T14:04:50Z</updated>
    <content type="html">birthed from the loins of flesh a god was born. (note the little "g") I god of fire, servant of man, have been sent to love and party, and among other things live thru fiercity and fire. Being somewhat fulfilled with flesh, i now require party... that party is at my place saturday at 8... all my faithful and discreet shall descend upon 7018 dogwood zip code 77578 and party with me, drink to Moloch and pass through the fire of existence with me. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;281-788-0790 for directions &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;this is a no drama party... you got beef grill it somewhere else</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:mybetrayal:174952</id>
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    <title>AGAIN with the birthday,</title>
    <published>2007-08-09T15:24:30Z</published>
    <updated>2007-08-09T15:24:58Z</updated>
    <content type="html">show me some love maybe?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt; My birthday is on the 16th And the party will be at my place in BFE on the 18th. If you want to come message me i will hit you with the address. Please do come I have three acres to myself its pretty boring out there..&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;they party is byob&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;and starts around 8ish on the 18th&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Birthday wishes&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;So my birthday is next thursday. And the obligatory i want post follows... so dont ask me "what do you want for your birthday" casue its all right here. if you know me you already have an idea of what to get me.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;1. ANY horror movie, widescreen dvd if available is acceptable... I prefer Zombies, Monster, and CHEESY vs slasher serial thrillers.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I have a Tim Burton collection started post fire, I also collect vampire movies and any chinese or asian cinema. REMEMBER IF ITS WEIRD I WILL LIKE IT.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;2. Anything creepy or just weird. IE living dead dolls, creepy clowns, i dunno surprise me in this area.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;3. ANYTHING OF THE RELIGIOUS NATURE, type of religion doesnt matter, god or devil doesnt matter. I am building an Occult library so start there, demonology, mythology etc.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;4 I love books, Old books especially. Stick to fact not fiction your good. UNLESS THE FICTION IS SOMETHING SPECIAL, Old Faerie tales, or way out sci fi will work. Also disney books love them.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;5 I also have a green thumb so plants, pots to plant in and statues for the garden i have started are peachy&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;6. I am a VERY AWESOME COOK. I lost most of my cookware in the fire and what i had replace left when lynsey and i split up so I would love a new wok and steam set, some pampered chef stuff tho expensive is awesome as well.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Now those of you who really know me will know that this list is just a starter and can by me Nubian Princess statues and Big Black Booty Magazines, and fetish gear such a s whips and baby jesus butt plugs all you want. If you know me you know what i like. (i do need more fetish gear, Again fire loss is a bitch)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;and lastly if none of this even suits you or your just freakin lazy, give me money gift cards for make up and manicures or show me you boobies and make out with me and your golden.</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:mybetrayal:174638</id>
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    <title>My birthday is next thursday!</title>
    <published>2007-08-07T15:54:01Z</published>
    <updated>2007-08-07T15:54:56Z</updated>
    <content type="html">And the party will be at my place in BFE. If you want to come message me i will hit you with the address. Please do come I have three acres to myself its pretty boring out there..&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;they party is byob&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;and starts around 8ish on the 18th&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a name="cutid1"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Birthday wishes&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;So my birthday is next thursday. And the obligitory i want post follows... so dont ask me "what do you want for your birthday" casue its all right here. if you know me you already have an idea of what to get me.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;1. ANY horror movie, widescreen dvd if available is acceptable... I prefer Zombies, Monster, and CHEESY vs slasher serial thrillers.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I have a Tim Burton collection started post fire, I also collect vampire movies and any chinese or asian cinema. REMEMBER IF ITS WEIRD I WILL LIKE IT.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;2. Anything creepy or just weird. IE living dead dolls, creepy clowns, i dunno surprise me in this area.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;3. ANYTHING OF THE RELIGIOUS NATURE, type of religion doesnt matter, god or devil doesnt matter. I am building an Occult library so start there, demonology, mythology etc. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;4 I love books, Old books especially. Stick to fact not fiction your good. UNLESS THE FICTION IS SOMETHING SPECIAL, Old Faerie tales, or way out sci fi will work. Also disney books love them. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;5 I also have a green thumb so plants, pots to plant in and statues for the garden i have started are peachy&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;6. I am a VERY AWESOME COOK. I lost most of my cookware in the fire and what i had replace left when lynsey and i split up so I would love a new wok and steam set, some pampered chef stuff tho expensive is awesome as well.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Now those of you who really know me will know that this list is just a starter and can by me Nubian Princess statues and Big Black Booty Magazines, and fetish gear such a s whips and baby jesus butt plugs all you want. If you know me you know what i like. (i do need more fetish gear, Again fire loss is a bitch)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;and lastly if none of this even suits you or your just freakin lazy, give me money gift cards for make up and manicures or show me you boobies and make out with me and your golden.</content>
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    <title>Prayer for the white man</title>
    <published>2007-06-19T19:17:48Z</published>
    <updated>2007-06-19T19:18:40Z</updated>
    <content type="html">And now, Grandfather, I ask you to bless&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;the White Man.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He needs your Wisdom, your guidance.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You see, for so long,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;he has tried to destroy my people,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;and only feels comfortable&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;when given power.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Bless them, show them the peace we understand,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;teach them humility.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;For I fear they will someday destroy themselves&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;and their children,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;As they have done to Mother Earth.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I plead, I cry.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;After all, They are my Brothers.......</content>
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    <title>Got More HO's Than A Thundercat!</title>
    <published>2007-06-19T17:40:22Z</published>
    <updated>2007-06-19T17:40:37Z</updated>
    <content type="html">New in my Merch site Thundercats HO!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.msplinks.com/MDFodHRwOi8vd3d3LmNhZmVwcmVzcy5jb20vYmFnX29mX2JvbmVz" target="_blank"&gt;&lt;img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v35/Mybetrayal/moreHOs.jpg" border="0" alt="Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.msplinks.com/MDFodHRwOi8vd3d3LmNhZmVwcmVzcy5jb20vYmFnX29mX2JvbmVz"&gt;&lt;img src="http://www.cafepress.com/content/banners/promo_468x60_01.gif" width="468" height="60" alt="Support This Site" border="0"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;</content>
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    <title>Love for daddy...</title>
    <published>2007-06-16T18:44:40Z</published>
    <updated>2007-06-16T18:45:07Z</updated>
    <content type="html">Her hair was up in a pony tail,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;her favorite dress tied with a bow.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Today was Daddy's Day at school,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;and she couldn't wait to go.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;But her mommy tried to tell her,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;that she probably should stay home.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Why the kids might not understand,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;if she went to school alone.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;But she was not afraid; she knew just what to say. What to tell her classmates of why he wasn't there today.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;But still her mother worried,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;for her to face this day alone.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And that was why once again,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;she tried to keep her daughter home.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;But the little girl went to school&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;eager to tell them all.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;About a dad she never sees;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;a dad who never calls.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;There were daddies along the wall in back, for everyone to meet.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Children squirming impatiently,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;anxious in their seats&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;One by one the teacher called a student from the class. To introduce their daddy, as seconds slowly passed.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;At last the teacher called her name,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;every child turned to stare.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Each of them was searching,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;for a man who wasn't there.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Where's her daddy at?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;she heard a boy call out.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"She probably doesn't have one,"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;another student dared to shout.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And from somewhere near the back,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;she heard a daddy say,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Looks like another deadbeat dad,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;too busy to waste his day."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The words did not offend her,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;as she smiled up at her Mom.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And looked back at her teacher,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;who told her to go on.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And with hands behind her back,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;slowly she began to speak.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And out from the mouth of a child,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;came words incredibly unique.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"My Daddy couldn't be here,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;because he lives so far away.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;But I know he wishes he could be,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;since this is such a special day.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And though you cannot meet him,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I wanted you to know.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;All about my daddy,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;and how much he loves me so.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He loved to tell me stories&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;he taught me to ride my bike.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He surprised me with pink roses,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;and taught me to fly a kite.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;We used to share fudge sundaes,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;and ice cream in a cone.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And though you cannot see him.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I'm not standing here alone.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Cause my daddy's always with me,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;even though we are apart&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I know because he told me,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;he'll forever be in my heart"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;With that, her little hand reached up,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;and lay across her chest.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Feeling her own heartbeat,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;beneath her favorite dress.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And from somewhere here in the crowd of dads, her mother stood in tears.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Proudly watching her daughter,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;who was wise beyond her years.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;For she stood up for the love&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;of a man not in her life.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Doing what was best for her,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;doing what was right.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And when she dropped her hand back down, staring straight into the crowd.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;She finished with a voice so soft,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;but its message clear and loud.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I love my daddy very much,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;he's my shining star.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And if he could, he'd be here,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;but heaven's just too far&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You see he was a firefighter&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;and died just this past year&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;When airplanes hit the towers&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;and taught Americans to fear.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;But sometimes when I close my eyes,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;it's like he never went away."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And then she closed her eyes,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;and she saw him there that day.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And to her mothers amazement,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;she witnessed with surprise&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;A room full of daddies and children,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;all starting to close their eyes.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Who knows what they saw before them,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;who knows what they felt inside.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Perhaps for merely a second,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;they saw him at her side.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I know you're with me Daddy,"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;to the silence she called out.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And what happened next made believers,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;of those once filled with doubt.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Not one in that room could explain it,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;for each of their eyes had been closed.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;But there on the desk beside her,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;was a fragrant long-stemmed pink rose.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And a child was blessed, if only for a moment,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;by the love of her shining star.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And given the gift of believing,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;that heaven is never too far.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;They say it takes a minute to find a special&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;person, an hour to appreciate them,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;a day to love them, but then an entire&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;life to forget them.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;REPOST THIS TO SHOW APPRCIATION for the people you'll never forget . It's a short message to let them know that you'll never forget them.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;If you don't REPOST THIS, it means you're&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;in a hurry and that you've forgotten your friends.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Take the time...to live and love.</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:mybetrayal:171789</id>
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    <title>whoa</title>
    <published>2007-05-30T17:53:48Z</published>
    <updated>2007-06-01T17:20:55Z</updated>
    <content type="html">wow this thing still exists?</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:mybetrayal:171603</id>
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    <title>ADV Films!!!!</title>
    <published>2006-10-22T17:39:28Z</published>
    <updated>2006-10-22T17:39:56Z</updated>
    <content type="html">ADV films is hiring a Designer, Anyone know someone who can put in a good word for me since I have already applied once or twice i figure i should maybe find a way in, other than my ghost like charms...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;tell them fools HBO (help a brother out)!</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:mybetrayal:171331</id>
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    <title>Renn fair</title>
    <published>2006-09-29T04:36:35Z</published>
    <updated>2006-09-29T04:37:34Z</updated>
    <content type="html">Anyone going to fair this weekend? we are camping saturday night and need camp buddies! email me or call my cell...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;281-788-0790</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:mybetrayal:171022</id>
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    <title>ALMOST 3months old!!!!!</title>
    <published>2006-09-26T03:30:36Z</published>
    <updated>2006-09-26T03:32:14Z</updated>
    <content type="html">&lt;center&gt; My little girl has new pics and will be three months old next week... YAY!&lt;br&gt;&lt;a href="http://photobucket.com/" target="_blank"&gt;&lt;img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v35/Mybetrayal/Jordis_9-2006small.jpg" border="0" alt="Photobucket - Video and Image Hosting"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/center&gt;</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:mybetrayal:170762</id>
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    <title>crickey is right steve...</title>
    <published>2006-09-04T10:37:46Z</published>
    <updated>2006-09-04T10:45:39Z</updated>
    <content type="html">&lt;a href="http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20060904/ap_on_en_tv/obit_irwin"&gt;http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20060904/ap_on_en_tv/obit_irwin&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I have nothing really to say. Even tho not an exact rep for all things austrailia as a lover of anything corny we will all miss this crazy bastard....</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:mybetrayal:170592</id>
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    <title>GLOW STICK-A-THON!!!</title>
    <published>2006-08-25T07:56:12Z</published>
    <updated>2006-08-25T07:56:32Z</updated>
    <content type="html">&lt;center&gt;hey kids come out and play!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.clubmiddleearth.com/php/modules.php?name=Content&amp;amp;pa=showpage&amp;amp;pid=2"&gt;&lt;font size="5"&gt; PLAY TIME!&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://photobucket.com" target="_blank"&gt;&lt;img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v35/Mybetrayal/levity.jpg" border="0" alt="Photobucket - Video and Image Hosting"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;center&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/center&gt;&lt;/center&gt;</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:mybetrayal:170241</id>
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    <title>To be GOD like... To be Enlightened... To Ascend.</title>
    <published>2006-08-25T06:15:21Z</published>
    <updated>2006-08-25T06:15:37Z</updated>
    <content type="html">&lt;center&gt;&lt;b&gt;My Brothers and Sisters there comes a time when we all must look to the heavens where GOD is a DJ there comes atime when Rapture beckons us to ASCEND....&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And from know until Armagedon some where between heabven and hell Club Middle Earth presents ASCENSION with DJ Genesis. Every saturday night from 8p til 2a....&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://photobucket.com" target="_blank"&gt;&lt;img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v35/Mybetrayal/Acension.jpg" alt="Photobucket - Video and Image Hosting" border="0"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;font size="4"&gt;&lt;i&gt;Let Us all Ascend&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/center&gt;</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:mybetrayal:170127</id>
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    <title>My Girl and Dance Houston...</title>
    <published>2006-08-25T06:09:54Z</published>
    <updated>2006-08-25T06:28:14Z</updated>
    <content type="html">My girl(not my daughter) dances at dance houston friday sat and sunday, She makes me smile lots. I cant wait to spend sometime with her this weekend. tomorrow I get to pick up applications and course schedules, see what i need to register for the OAT and maybe get text books maybe... if i get that far. I will be a dr by the time my little girl is 5yrs old so then if I steer straight  i can get her a pony for her sixth birthday is that goal to high? I mean I told my girl i would get her a porsche thats i HIGH goal or is it a dude im high goal.... whatever Im in college again im doing it for my little girl. And for me I just want a steady career. i will design and be an artist for fun like it used to be.</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:mybetrayal:169442</id>
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    <title>again with the needing a ride....</title>
    <published>2006-08-17T14:58:42Z</published>
    <updated>2006-08-17T16:27:51Z</updated>
    <content type="html">k so i needa ride to my moms house like right now anyone wanna help a brother out? Im at UH and need something by 4 easy. the busses dont run that way...and i havent the cash for a cab.</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:mybetrayal:169033</id>
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    <title>Naw see i  aint like those Katrina niggas...</title>
    <published>2006-08-17T03:42:19Z</published>
    <updated>2006-08-17T03:47:47Z</updated>
    <content type="html">So got to see my girl, get to see my daughter tomorrow. Today is my birthday im 32. woohoo. went to the cemetary yesterday it was calming I took off my livestrong bracelet even tho it hasnt left my wrist in over two years.... its odd really. I took a pic from halloween 2003 to the site, there are so many ladybugs out there its mind boggling hehee.</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:mybetrayal:168841</id>
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    <title>MISS BOOM WHERE ARE U!!!!!</title>
    <published>2006-08-16T22:51:05Z</published>
    <updated>2006-08-16T22:53:42Z</updated>
    <content type="html">america calling Australia where 4 art thou? Its my birthday and i haven't heard from you! you have the number still? call me!</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:mybetrayal:168387</id>
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    <title>Tomorrow is just another day it seems...</title>
    <published>2006-08-15T17:50:24Z</published>
    <updated>2006-08-15T17:51:27Z</updated>
    <content type="html">So i guess i dont get to see my daughter tomorrow on my birthday... nor will i have a celabration... so yeah HAPPY 32nd to me all i really wanted was to see my daughter and hold her.... anyone wanna chillax call me.... or email me ill be sitting here waiting</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:mybetrayal:167845</id>
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    <title>Confuscionisms...</title>
    <published>2006-08-11T11:45:04Z</published>
    <updated>2006-08-11T11:45:18Z</updated>
    <content type="html">Things that are done, it is needless to speak about...things that are past, it is needless to blame.&lt;br /&gt;    ~Confucious&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The essence of knowledge is, having it, to apply it; not having it, to confess your ignorance.&lt;br /&gt;    ~Confucious&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I hear and I forget. I see and I remember. I do and I understand.&lt;br /&gt;    ~Confucious&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;A man who has committed a mistake and doesn't correct it, is committing another mistake.&lt;br /&gt;    ~Confucious&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Better a diamond with a flaw than a pebble without.&lt;br /&gt;    ~Confucious &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Wheresoever you go, go with all your heart.&lt;br /&gt;    ~Confucious&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;When a man's knowledge is sufficient to attain, and his virtue is not sufficient to enable him to hold, whatever he may have gained, he will lose again.&lt;br /&gt;    ~Confucious&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The superior man acts before he speaks, and afterwards speaks according to his actions.&lt;br /&gt;    ~Confucious&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Choose a job you love, and you will never have to work a day in your life.&lt;br /&gt;    ~Confucious&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Real knowledge is to know the extent of one's ignorance.&lt;br /&gt;    ~Confucious&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;If a man withdraws his mind from the love of beauty, and applies it as sincerely to the love of the virtuous; if, in serving his parents, he can exert his utmost strength; if, in serving his prince, he can devote his life; if in his intercourse with his friends, his words are sincere - although men say that he has not learned, I will certainly say that he has.&lt;br /&gt;    ~Confucious&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Have no friends not equal to yourself.&lt;br /&gt;    ~Confucious</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:mybetrayal:167624</id>
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    <title>Anyone have an extra external firewire...</title>
    <published>2006-08-09T23:31:28Z</published>
    <updated>2006-08-09T23:31:42Z</updated>
    <content type="html">hard drive just laying around say maybe 150 200 gb i can have? seems my music takes up to much space on my laptop.</content>
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